I have decided to post in english as my new laptop doesn't have a Portuguese keyboard.
Life is good.
If you look from outside through the window you will see a happy family.
I have been blessed! It's how I feel most days, when I'm not been selfish that is.
How hard is it to stop? The self? The mind?
Most days I wish life would stop (not to end) but stand still. I wish the problems wouldn't flood my mind and I could just appreciate what I have.
Because life is good!
But it's not always like that and that is when I start with the selfish thing... basically I stop feeling blessed and a lot of darkness comes to my mind. I look at the mirror and I realise I don't really know the person staring back at me. And I don't like anything about me and I wish to rid myself from everything.
This scary time could be end of me... I can't stop it.
Because life is good!
But it's not always like that and that is when I start with the selfish thing... basically I stop feeling blessed and a lot of darkness comes to my mind. I look at the mirror and I realise I don't really know the person staring back at me. And I don't like anything about me and I wish to rid myself from everything.
This scary time could be end of me... I can't stop it.
It last a few hours and I'm happy again.
I'm laughing again.
I'm myself again.
Life continues to be good.
...Renata...
I'm laughing again.
I'm myself again.
Life continues to be good.
...Renata...
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